I thought about quite alot of things today..
and i think no matter how hard i tried i'm still
at a stage where i can't decide where my heart is now.
which sucks because i am a person who hates uncertainty.
nevertheless,
i will still continue to try.
try and try and try even if i cry tears of blood.
okay fine i won't cry tears of blood.
even if i wanted to i can't.

i think you are not worth it at all.
not worth even one second of thought.
i have better things to do in life
than worry about what crap you are up to
or how you are feeling.
all i get in return is a wall.